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I'm Lala. 8 years in blogging based in Malaysia. English writer. Bachelor's degree in Communication at UPM. Former Radio Presenter at PutraFM and Former Trainee at BERNAMA.

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WELCOME, READERS!

I'm Lala. 8 years in blogging based in Malaysia. Bachelor's degree in Communication at UPM. Former Radio Presenter at PutraFM and Former Trainee at BERNAMA.

View my complete profile

For advertising, collaboration, sponsorship, event coverage, product review etc, kindly reach me at lalarahim@hotmail.com

Acceptance is the first step for anything. No matter what your life throws at you, or how many times people knock you down, you have to accept what has happened. the past is the past and it cannot be changed. Depending on how you view your future it’s eitha already set for you, or you choose the path you go down; either way things aren’t going to always go according to plan. You may expect one thing and get something completely different which can be a good thing or a bad thing.

When life gets to you and starts to break you down, take a step back and learn how to breathe through it. Once you finally gain your composure, it’s a grand feeling. We all need to have a way to settle ourselves, a way to keep your mental and emotional health.

Knowing what you want and what you need are completely different. You’re not always going to get what you want, but you will always get what you need one way or another.

As you can tell from my previous post, I have had a rough time lately. Ive tried to take matters into my own hands to make my life better, and when that didn’t work i stopped trying so hard, and before i realized it good things were happening. I guess i have my best friend to thank indirectly, I’ve been spending getting to know myself. Which we all should get to do, because in the long run it helps with every problem that comes your way.

\\ basically… all i’m saying is to keep your heads up, and have faith in yourself.



Hello everyone! Its been too long for neglecting my blog so well. Im sorry, I am too busy for this week. & always been busy. So how are you, baby?

I hope this month will bring the essence of something new which could bring a peaceful to my life. Of what had break my heart twicely on the same weeks. But its okay, Im already heal by the first heartbroken. The second one is because of what I call them as the new besties. -its not anymore.

Im sorry to say that but what have both of you done is totally break me. If it is my wrong, please forgive me. Im sorry for being coward because I didnt face to face, talk about this matter in front of you. I really couldnt. From 6 to 5 to 4 to 3 to 2 to 1. We all have been separated. I realize it so much. It just a temporary. Is that what we call sahabat? They absolutely didnt know that Im such a person who always test people. I tested them to know how stand they could be with me thru thick and thin. How true they are! But naah.. Im not going to say you guys are phailed for my test. I acted like childish in front of them, I acted annoyingly in front of them because I want to know whether they could accept me in my wrong way I was instead of being such hypocrite. They totally didnt know that originally me. I also did this because I had enter the new culture and environment. I have being nice to them, care for them, accompany them is this what I get in return? Never mind korang, Im sorry if I acted too annoying in front of you, you know what,, i really realize what am I doing. I can see the expression on your face. And understand what do you guys felt. Remember when both of you langsung tk faham that I really need to hurry, had an evening class, I was pissed off by then. I left both of you and walk alone heartbrokenly. How could you are. I really thought you all could at least understand me. After the class has ended, I went back to room on maghrib and see both of you still sleeping in the dark room. Keyh, I woke you up sebab already maghrib. Naah,, Im already forget the incident 4 hours ago. I was eating after pray maghrib and left half of my meal to you cause I know you were hungry. See, Im still being nice to you.

// Is this what I get in return..?

Its okay, because I love my friends, I love everyone and I forgive people easily. I know people make mistake, so do I. Thats why I become like this. Being too nice and forgive easily. I told you friends, once I stop being childish to you, act annoyingly, cherish your day, singing loudly in room it means that Im back to the real me which I wasnt a special person for you guys anymore. Maaf, but this is really heartbreaking. Both of you pergilah bersama, berdua with and without me. Never mind. Manusia memang selalu macam ni. I know that one of you always said, "Lantaklah aku peduli apa.." - absofuckinglutely hurt.

Im still being nice to all. To everyone. I dont hate people. No revenge or whatever. Im not that kind of that. Even I was being hurt by people, but Im still act nice towards them. Sincerely.


Well, happy November friends, I really miss to hang out with you, the laugh ever.