Adilla Abdul

I don't have idea why every things want to hit me at one time until I feel so giving up and I don't want to continue my life anymore. This time, orang tak boleh nak advice untuk suruh saya "be strong, Lala." Saya dah tak nampak semua tu. Apa yang saya nampak sekarang problem problem dan problem. Saya tak tahu macam mana lagi nak harungi semua ni. You know what,, every relations that I have now semua bagai nak runtuh. Semua orang nak tinggalkan saya. Satu persatu. One left. Yang masih ada sekarang ni tinggal tunggu masa je untuk mereka pergi dari hidup saya. I don't know what is my fault. 
Furthermore, saya ni jenis yang hati lembut fragile, saya akan cuba jaga hati semua orang.. Tapi hati saya? Remuk pecah. Mungkin saya yang beremosi kot. Sebab saya sangat value every relations yang saya ada include friendships, family and also relationship. One have left me tinggal dua lagi. Tapikan, yang dah pergi tu digantikan dengan yang lebih baik tau.
 Oh Lord I hope everythi…

Another great chance to be there! As you know I also had several trips to another broadcast company like on my previous entry which you can check it on my archive. Besides, it's a great opportunity because it is related to my career soon haha in shaa Allah. I met the Djs of FlyFm and chit chat with them about broadcasting, radio and about umm their experiences etc. We went there under Broadcast Management course and by our own transport to Media Prima Company. Only 20 of us went there and another group will have a trip to EraFM.

Maggie was on air during our visiting to the conti but still, we can talked to her when she played the songs on radio. So, I asked a lot of question to Maggie

"Do you enjoy being DJ?"
"Are you a shy person? or could you motivate a shy person but s/he wants to be a DJ (which I was pointing at myself actually hihi)"
"How do you choose songs to be played on radio?"

Maggie answered perfectly and she's kinda motivated me because y…

"Being courageous is not the absence of fear, but the conquest of it."
You know that everybody make mistakes. The problem is, the mistake that we've made be a point for others to condemn us. And hate. And burn us. They were trying to correct us but not in a correct way. It should be in personally not in public. I am writing to express my thought so whoever read this I really fcuking hope that this entry will not make my readers feel like I am so wrong typing this and I don't blame anyone here. But I do have my own opinions too. I hate when people condemn me in social media where everybody can see it and try to burn me too. Where is my wrong to them? I am barely know about them either. And why me??


Maybe.. it is because of Lala. It's Lala.
It's me. Myself. Maybe.. Could be.

I could still remember the first time I created my social networks is because to express my love on it. It was on 2010 I guess, as recommended by my sister and I like it though. So I used i…

An aspiration for me with these 7 rules of life by Neelofa, a famous Malaysian celebrity who has hijrah (changed) to be a better person than before like all we knew about her right. And I found that her words are so precious cause I feel it by the way and I hope it benefits my life. Nah, dah buat mindmap siap untuk korang semua ;)

Hai! Saya nak kongsikan tentang langkah-langkah untuk memicit atau memecahkan jerawat dengan cara yang betul, saya dapat info ini daripada twitter dan langkah ini didemonstrasikan oleh Dr Mehmet Oz dalam Oprah Winfrey. Sebab semua orang akan mengalami jerawat kan, and it is so irritating till we pop it here and there tapi kebanyakan orang selalu picit jerawat dengan cara yang salah termasuk saya sendiri haha. Okay, here's the correct ways to pop a pimple so we can avoid infections and scars. Gambar mungkin menggelikan.




That's all the techniques from Dr Oz. Re-published on my blog. Sorry if I used manglish on this post because I used to use english language so it makes me feel awkward and blank when typing malay but that doesn't mean I don't speak malay okay cuma dah biasa typing dalam english bila nak tulis bahasa melayu rasa blank you'll feel me.

I woke up late today because I think that I've got nothing to do other than watching television. I don't know how to start typing actually hahaha I think it's been so long I didn't update my personal daily stories so it feels awkward, my life is not so perfect, kinda boring but actually I've got a lot of work to do in this semester. There's tasks to accomplish during semester break which is settle my final year project report and doing revision but I did not start it yet. I also have changed my template design, from black to pastel colour, music player available and I'm sorry if it kinda irritating your ear.


So tonight, I'm gonna start my work. I hope that I can manage my break productively-awesome.
Dimulakan dengan bismillah ~

Almost crying when typing this but this isn't a post to raise sympathy. To all people that I care and love, my prayer goes to them all. My parents, my siblings, my friends, people who supported me and also, him. I don't know if he remember me here and I kinda hurt a little when he didn't text me because he didn't even response my text on one day but I think he also got life without me. I know where I belong, I'm just an unimportant person for him. Just hoping he's doing fine.. And so I have to stand on my own two feet. I wish to call my parents everyday also. I feel so so.. lonely. I pray to all people that I love, may them protected and blessed by Allah. I don't want people who know me to know how depressed I am right now, how sick I am. That's why I rather express it on my blog.

I believe that if I did not get things that I want in my life, Allah will give me another one. New.And better. I did try my best to get something I want but if I still didn't get it even lose it, I am not the one who loss. I believe that everything happens for a reason. I put all my hopes on Allah and He is with me. Redha. Tawakkal. I wanna make myself happy. Like before. *Flashback* I'm tired crying myself out loud every time when I go to bed. I even can't close my lashes and overly think about "things that will never happens" until I lose control and wake up that I've lost everything in reality. That was me- before. I was perpetually confused about what I really want in life. Flashback end. Just because I'm losing doesn't mean I've lost. I'm learning to stand up for the things I want and the people I love.

Sepanjang mengikuti lawatan ke RTM ini macam-macam informasi yang saya dapat tentang bidang penyiaran, pengalaman yang berharga jugaklah sebab dapat kesempatan lihat syarikat penyiaran bertugas, jumpa wartawan, pembaca berita, penyampai berita dan krew-krew yang bertugas. Lebih-lebih lagi saya kan mahu jadi wartawan penyiaran jadi baguslah saya mengikuti lawatan ini. Lawatan ini sebenarnya anjuran oleh kelas Penerbitan Dokumentari tetapi saya datang sekadar mengikuti rakan-rakan yang mengambil kelas itu dan bagi menambah pengetahuan tentang penyiaran. Kami tiba di sana pada pukul 9 pagi ada staf yang handle kami masa itu.

I had a great time last Saturday night went to an event of Youtubers MY at Ruang, Shah Alam Seksyen 16. Which is an event of Akustika Showcase, performed by the Malaysian youtubers. This event is also collaborate with Malaysian Youth Talent. I went there with my colleagues of Putra FM because we were given a task by the senior deejay to report news about the event.




It's a great experience went to the event, I made new friends there and enjoyed sharing experience with them. What a great vibes that I have had. Great performance from the singers I enjoyed very much thank you for having us!


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